10.15.2014

Hard Things

Hard thing #1: Having a crush on someone.

Hard thing #2: Having a crush on someone who has a girlfriend.

Hard thing #3: Being good friends with the person your crush is dating.

Hard thing #4: Being good friends with your crush.

Hard thing #5: Not being able to ignore the crush so you don't start liking him even more. Because he's adorable.

Hard thing #6: The crush is adorable.

Hard thing #7: He has blue eyes.

Hard thing #8: His girlfriend is constantly telling me about her dates with him because they're really cute together.

Hard thing #9: The crush is a hugger.

Hard thing #10: Most boys don't really... hug... people.

Hard thing #11: Hugging is the way to my soul. 

Hard thing #12: I don't want him to have the way to my soul.

Hard thing #13: He hugged me.

Hard thing #14: I had to give him a half-hearted hug back even though all I wanted to do was bury my face in his chest and have him hold me forever because his girlfriend was standing right there and to hug him would be a really nasty thing to do.

Hard thing #15: He tried to give me a compliment after he hugged me and I had to run off like a rude person before my face gave me away.

Hard thing #16: Stupid crushes.

Hard thing #17: Stupid me.